This too shall pass

Today is better than yesterday, but not so much. The dark cloud still hangs over my head. My happy thoughts are being pushed away by the sadness. My emotions are up and down and back and forth. All over the fucking place! Why do I get like this? I have everything to be thankful for. Everything to look forward to. Loving arms to hold me when I lay my head down to sleep at night. Hormones are cruel. Tomorrow ml and I are getting away. We are going to dance and sing and scream for Dave Matthews. We will fall in love all over again, and again, and again. Because I know above all else, our love is "so right".